Category: Identity and Neurodivergence
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🌀 Naming What I Am
I’ve been circling around my own sexuality for years. Words like bisexual, demi, pan, queer, they all touch parts of me, but none of them hold me fully. What I keep coming back to is this: my desire is bound up in kink. It’s not an add-on. It’s not a hobby. It’s the orientation itself.…
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Speaking and Processing
🗣️ In ConversationReal-time conversation is not easy for me. I can lose my train of thought. I can jump backwards. I can go silent while I search for words. I might understand you, but I need a few seconds before I respond. I might forget parts of what you just said. None of this means…
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Dyslexia
🔠 How I See WordsI am dyslexic. That shapes how I read, write, and process language, especially under pressure. My brain sees the world in shapes and emotions more than in straight lines of text. I often know exactly what I mean, but getting it into the right words takes effort. Sometimes what I write…
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🌈 Gender, Attraction, and Power
🫀 What Draws Me InMy attraction has never been about gender alone. I call myself pansexual because what draws me in is not body shape but the way someone carries themselves, the authority they hold, and how they choose to use it. If you have that dominance in you, I will ache for you. It…
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Body Hair
🪒 The Way I Keep MyselfBody hair is a sensory issue for me. I do not like having it on my own body, so I keep myself smooth or trimmed. I shave my chest, butt, cock, and balls completely. My face is always clean-shaven. I trim my arms, legs, and armpits right down with clippers.…
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My Neurodivergence and Submission
🧠 Living with AuDHDI am late-diagnosed autistic with ADHD, and I am also dyslexic. For most of my life I did not know this. I thought I was failing at things other people found easy. I masked constantly. I smiled when I was confused, laughed when I did not understand, agreed when I was lost.…