Author: Patrick
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Naturism and me
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🌿 Naked Truth Clothes feel like a barrier.They carry weight, texture, friction.I am not calmed by pressure or bulk.Warmth, yes. Layers, no.I feel most honest when there is only air on my skin. 🧩 Sensory Freedom Naked, my body can breathe.No seams biting, no waistbands nagging, no fabric dragging across nerves.Silence where the chafe used…
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⛓️ The Weight of Metal
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Unmasked Reality
🌑 Facing the AbsurdThe world is cruel.Violent. Irrational. I see that clearly now. For years I tried to explain it away. I told myself there was order, that if only I pleased enough people or shrank myself small enough, I could avoid notice. But the world is not orderly. It never was. Camus wrote about…
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Relationship Patterns
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🔁 Old HabitsI am a recovering people-pleaser. I have spent much of my life saying yes when I meant no. Trying to be good. Trying to be easy. Trying to avoid disappointment, rejection, or conflict. That is not true consent. It is trauma. It is masking. It is survival. I need help to stay honest.…
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Speaking and Processing
🗣️ In ConversationReal-time conversation is not easy for me. I can lose my train of thought. I can jump backwards. I can go silent while I search for words. I might understand you, but I need a few seconds before I respond. I might forget parts of what you just said. None of this means…
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Dyslexia
🔠 How I See WordsI am dyslexic. That shapes how I read, write, and process language, especially under pressure. My brain sees the world in shapes and emotions more than in straight lines of text. I often know exactly what I mean, but getting it into the right words takes effort. Sometimes what I write…
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Communication
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📞 The StruggleI hate the phone. It demands instant words, instant presence, and instant answers. On the phone, I cannot read people. I cannot see their reactions. It is faceless, emotionless. I am easily misunderstood, and I do not understand them either. Speaking feelings out loud is the hardest of all. When I am overwhelmed…
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What Reciprocity Means to Me
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🕰️ The Old Pattern For most of my life, I mistook people pleasing for love. I thought that if I gave more, worked harder, and took on more responsibility, I would finally earn the care I longed for. I became steady, loyal, patient, and giving, but the balance was never there. What I got back…
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🌿 Escapes, Masks, and Medicine
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CigarettesI was given my first cigarette at seven years old. Soon, I was buying packs of Marlboro at the corner shop with money from washing cars or selling things. Smoking was a stim, though I did not know it then. It calmed me, numbed me, and gave me a mask. I smoked on and off…
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📜 Past, Present, Future
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There are parts of me I have never hidden, and parts I have kept buried. If you are reading this, I want you to see it all. Not as a mask, not as a story to impress, but as the truth of who I am and where I stand. 🌑 The Past I was sexualised…
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Collars: Desire and Sensory Overload
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Chastity: The Immense Power
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👄 The Devotion of Oral
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🌹 The Weight of Worship
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👅 The Worship of Rimming
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💋 The Power of a Kiss
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Clothing Control: Stripped and Owned
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🗜️ The Switch of My Nipples
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🧠 Mind Games and the Thrill of the Trap
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❤️ When My Body Tells the Truth
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❤️ The Pulse of Power Imbalance
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